They say living on my own has brought about one change in me. I have grown up. Everyone does, it's no black magic. Suposadly I am more mature now.
But somehow I cann't feel proud of it today. The process of growing up also resulted in a tremendous loss for me. I lost my innocence. I have lost myself. No longer can I claim to be the same person I was some years ago. I lost the simplicity and purity.
Sometime when I stand in front of mirror, I see a stranger's face. It just pops up from within and mocks at me. This innocent face reminds me of the person I was at one point of my time.
Changes are inevitable and this is just part of life, I guess.
Apr 22, 2007
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part of the run up. Do you know for sure it would have been any better had things been the way yo had wanted it to?
not always.
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